Back to the Future!

Hello Blogger and my many readers...It's been a long time since I made a tasty entry about my life..Not that I admit having a wondrous life filled food condiments and spices...The lack of entries is attributed to the fact that I have too much things on my plate so I'm trying to get rid of some in a orderly and organized manner.

To fill you in the details, two absolutely nerve-wrecking ICAs are over. Multi-Cam and Public Relations...Oh yeah, talking about Multi-Cam, I got to do the peer evaluation and insight paper...

Anyway, Multi-Cam ICA was really interesting...I thought I'd be handling the studio set kind of camera. But I was petrified when I saw another camera in my spot. It was the kind that I had been using for outdoor shoots. It was horrible using that camera. It was hard to zoom, hard to stabilize and hard to pan. It was every camera-man's nightmare to use that for a studio recording...*shudders*

Public Relations report single-handedly stripped me off of my confidence, my ability to write reports, my tolerance for reports and melted my mind to a pulp of burnt cheese. The memory chip in my brain was burnt to a crisp. It was not a good experience in all. Tok Sheng and me had no idea on what to do with the report while XJ's the one with the knowledge about DBS Bank. However, he got duties of his own so he couldn't really join us until the day itself. Luckily, we got it done just before Edwin could go for his appointment (Jon and Ali suggested that Chong asked him out for a drink).

Assignments aside, I've decided not to chase after Melissa (Mel for short). She's wonderful, smart, capable and a sight to behold...But! I just know that I'll be wasting my time, energy and effort pursuing a girl who doesn't have a thing for a guy like me. I know...I knew because I had been hanging out with her and a bunch of friends for some time. I tried very hard to converse with her, taking notes down of her favourite ice-cream (Paddle Pop), her favourite puff (Curry Puff from Polar) and the names of her hamsters (Bacon and Egg)...I don't know. I just get the vibe that no matter how hard I try, I will not be able to make her like me for who I am.

I had been feeling really miserable while chasing after Mel and it hit me when I was jamming music with my mates in town: "Wait, what am I doing? You're suppose to be happy! You're not being yourself...Do what you truly love and find joy in them." Then I picked up piano again, learning songs from the Amelie Poulain soundtrack. Though the songs pose a challenge, all the more I feel driven to conquer it. Now, I have finished learning a mischievous song and in the midst of completing another complicated piece of song. I never been happier and more fulfilled...

Having said that, the aftermath of letting go my feelings for her has been difficult. I am not really doing well at that. Mainly, I hated hearing her voice, her face and the silly actions she does...The thing is, I'm trying very hard to see her as a friend...and not treat her like a friend whom I have an interest in...I hope it goes well.

I hope the reason why I'm asking her out for ice-cream is because I just want to enjoy ice-cream with a good friend...and not trying to get an opportunity to spend more time with her.

Besides, Time will reveal everything that I need and want to know.

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I sincerely hopes Wei Hong can succeed in chasing after her. She's an amazing girl and an amazing friend...

Be Love and farewell, readers..If there is still any...Hhmmm..

Pixelated Fun

Check out this short animation feature done by a French film-maker...It's pretty interesting and has a very cool visual look to it...=D

Cheering Myself Up

I feel like going back watching old videos of Sesame Street...

Awesome Jason Mraz and Elmo...They're so cute! ^^

Mission Aborted

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Announcement made.

A Possible Restart

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

I might be erasing memories of my poly life. On Monday, please be kind to me if I don't know you, I'm a new student joining this class =D