Photographs

Commence reading by playing the song in video*



My blog has been such a huge part of my life. An internet diary of my thoughts of my everyday events, but I haven't blogged in a long time because I just didn't know how to express without incriminating myself.

There are feelings of pain and confusion in me that I'm dealing right now. Things that I thought I understood and believed in, they don't ring quite true to me. But even with times like these, happy moments still do come along, and I'm grateful.

I also do appreciate these melancholic moments of deep thoughts, trying to sort out why and how things failed. Important lessons to take away from these painful experiences. I know I do whine a lot, but ultimately I'll be fine.

Anyway, having deleted my Facebook profile, I shall upload some photos I've taken in the past few weeks. To remind what's been happening. Words can only go so far to depict a man's life.

Phoenix Live in Singapore! 15th Jan

Photograph sesh with my old SecSkool friends

CNY crowd at Chinatown 

Chinatown lights from People Park's Complex (Mom friend's place)

Chilling on 2nd Day @ Mom friend's place

Cass' church friends invited me for BBQ reunion lunch

Ex-colleagues from SIP celebrating my birthday on 7th Feb

Zen and me

Photographs credited to Charmain

Thank you guys.. Awesome hang-out

That. Cake.

fin

Shall We Begin

Gotta come back to my blog some times. Suddenly felt this great sense of urgency to type out another long, meandering blogpost that eventually gets nobody anywhere.

I suppose the aim of returning to this little web invention is to strengthen my already-weakened English state.

NS does a lot of nasty things to men, some may concur. Stripping one's ideal identity is one major concern of mine, although on the flip side, I feel it's a good thing that men are trained to excel under pressure. My religion has this saying that humans are like rocks under the earth; under high intensity of pressure and heat, we will pull through and shine like the diamond stones we truly are... Or something along that line.

I do agree wholeheartedly though.

Hmm.. There are a lot of things I hope to achieve by the end of this year. I seriously do need a good break before going on to greater challenges. I had enough of admin work revolving vehicles and drivers and in-camp trainings. Interests in vehicles, I seriously do not have, but I try my best. I hope I don't get incriminated for talking about my doings in camp. Hey come on, it's not exactly highly classified info, so gerroff.

Gah, I can't remember what I want to type. The things to do. Okay, listing the things top off of my head.

another short film
learn a language
find a job
find a school
eat more healthily (can't do that until NS is over, fug)
read more books (fictional x non-fictional)
work on my music skills
improve on my writing skills.

Shit, it's already February. Oh great, which means I'm gonna age another year. What the hell, leave me alone, Time. You're a total bitch.

Forever 21.

(Music played on Lush at time of blogging: John Legend's Made To Love)