It's boring, but at least those guys have something for me to do and pass the time. Now, I have left 1.5 years more to go. It's not getting easier as the days go by.
So news came around, a few days back, that they wish for me to go back to driving course. My superior has sent an e-mail to the HQ, asking what is the next suitable plan for me. Do I re-vocate or do I continue on as a vocational driver? This is a news that brings about a mixed bag of emotions.
"Oh God, not this horrendous course again... Can I please stay here and do all this senseless work?"
"Oh yes, a second chance to do this again! Am gonna try to ace it this time! THINK about the challenges you can overcome, trying to balance your civilian and infantry life! THINK OF YOUR PERSONAL VICTORIES "
"Fuck, I wasn't even doing that well before. Will definitely be wasting my time if I made it all the way to the eighth test attempt and still failed it,"
"Oh well, but at least you will have wasted 3 months of your time in army. Aaannddd, that's a good thing!;D -thumbs up-"
"Yah, and then what? You seriously want to waste that fucking 3 months on something others can pass within 4-5 attempts? Whatever happened to your vow to make these 2 years worth something?"
"Yah, but I can do that in my unit as a clerk too! I'll get daily training everyday, trying to learn how to macro-manage all those tasks and interacting with my colleagues,"
"Hmm... I'm hungry again."
My friend's right outside my house now. Going for jog. Will have to continue this another time.
Or not.
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