Guardian

Guardian

Just a little about "my life" update, I'm sick.

I'm not usually sick but I'm sick today. I caught a flu and now my nose is like an overflowing mucus tap. Okay, not that serious. But seriously, the weather today really fucked me up. Using Katy Perry's song, it's a Hot and Cold day. Yeah, I should blame myself for sleeping way too late last night...

I love listening to people talk about their everyday lives. Okay, that was a bad start. What I meant was, honestly, I care about my friends a lot. Even juniors, my peers, my seniors. Like what goes on in their lives, which girls they screw or what their parents want from them. I'm like a museum curator. Whenever an "art work" has been posted to my museum, I take great, great care of them. Some are allowed to display, some aren't because they haven't been released for public viewing. Yet. The timing of it all is of utmost importance.

These art works allow me to observe life from different perspectives. Some ugly, some happy and some tragic. Mostly tragic..But the best thing of being a curator is you don't get to judge and say anything to anybody. You keep all the details in your heart and you feel the happiness and the anguish that one experiences. You may tell me you like that girl but it's against the rules like "Romeo and Juliet" but I laugh it off because I'm a quiet little boy who doesn't know shit.

People think I don't know anything about them. That's why I became the silent boy who doesn't know anything. But the fact is I know. I know some people very well to a certain extent. I know how they present themselves in front of me and in front of others. I know who is lying and who is bragging. I know who is sincere and truthful. And, of course, I know who treats me like a family.

I'm not saying I know everything. But it's through the little snippets of your lives I saw and felt that makes me safely say I know at least a little or more about you people. Of course, this curator is biased at times because you know he is spending more time observing some particular paintings instead of the others. Don't fret, because his heart will never change course unless you do something real hurtful to him then he'll gradually forget you...

I don't guard because I'm supposed to. I guard because I truly care..