Been trying to conjure images in my mind without the help of influences from films, TV shows and music but they always somehow slip in. I even think of them when I'm half-asleep, eventually waking up and losing all of what my mind had randomly thought of.
I used to think my neighbours were girl classmates who were working on a secret project of theirs and it involves voyeurism. Whenever, I looked out the window of my room, I could feel that they were watching my every single move. They would giggle to themselves and take notes down to evaluate if I were a great guy to hang out with. I really do shudder at the thought of the idea. Paranoia always got the better of me and my imagination just screws me up even more.
But I like imagining things, you know? Imagine how things would play out. It's really similar to writing a script and you're the lead actor in your movie.
Before you say I'm really obsessed with the medium, think about it...
Aren't you writing a script everyday? The moment you wake up from your slumber, you're already thinking ahead of what to do. Before you interact with a person, you have already thought of all the possible reactions the person is going to have. You would think before you speak. You would have plan everything. Isn't writing a script akin to planning what to do and say?
The thing about writing a script to your life is that you will have expectations and the bigger the letdowns are when the reality don't meet your expectations.
I guess what I'm saying is: Write your life with caution.
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