Apprehension

I'm not in arrested development. I think I have grown and, if you will, changed. The thing I'm stuck in is called a rut. The lack of change in my environment is exacerbating my sanity.

Then devoting my time to listening to love encounters and experiences makes me long for one myself. Maybe that's why now I'm not going anywhere with my love life. Because I just want the experience, to be in one, let it grow sweet and then rot, so I can have the pleasure and exclaim "Yes! I'm in one!" But no, that shouldn't be the way.

I respect Love and relationships a lot. If I can treat my family and close friends with love, commitment and respect, I don't see why I would fail at a relationship. Because, if there's a girl in my life, I would do anything for her. Yes, I would grumble and stuff at other things, but I am willing to learn from my mistakes, open up a little, loosen up and treat her like the Queen she is to my King status. Because, relationships go both ways. As the saying goes, it takes both hands to clap. No shit, you don't say.

I just haven't met the right one yet. She is out there somewhere. And we're both young, insane and not in love yet.

She could be anyone.

Was just mumbling lyrics just now and got some kind of realization...

"Was it you who spoke the words, that things would happen but not to me. Oh things are gonna happen naturally~"

Yala yala. Jason Mraz. Ain't he a genius word wizard?

Things will happen naturally. Just ain't my moment yet.

Chillz out, everybodaeee. Gotta live it up, keep learning and stop worrying=)