I don't know where to start. I have indeed lost my charm and wit. Words and phrases that once held dear to my heart are slowly falling apart. The situation is so bad that I had forgotten how to beautify my sentences. It's so hard trying to find the right words to fit into a sentence. This blog is suppose to help me express myself through words. But now, I'm having a difficult time trying to....I don't know how to go on.
Maybe it's because I'm lost. Yet again. I've lost interest in books and writing. Movies that I could understand are not foreign objects in my mind. Now I'm currently reading The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold. Usually, I spend about 2 weeks time to finish the whole book. Now it's the third week since I bought that book. I barely reach halfway. Something's definitely wrong with me.
I don't know how to pick myself up. And I'm doing more stupid stuff than usual. Why the hell did I go speak to that guy?! He's such a loser. My name doesn't belong on his commercialized blogs with the fucking advertorials. He don't even know who is Meryl Streep. She is a very successful actress with like what? 10 over Best Actress Nominations for Oscars under her belt.
I'm not a writer anymore. I've lost it...Can someone help me and get me back on my A-game? I don't want to lose to myself...Or even lose myself completely..
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